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Not Happy

Tired. Been looking at recipes and profiles for the last few days. it seems like there is a plethora of "just married" women on this site. Not that that's a bad thing, for them anyway...but I just don't have much in common with that. It makes me feel depressed to see all the wedding pictures...I mean really..You got a pic of yourself as a seperate identity anywhere? I guess the newness of being a couple hasn't worn off yet. It will...trust me...I guess I'm just bitter as I have a birthday next month and am fast approaching old maid status. :triste: Trainer made me step on scale last night, very upset with me. He doesn't know that I have lost 2 lbs this week so the damage is even worse than he thinks. I'm trying but I am hungry all the time and being down doesn't help. Already had 2 bowls of chex mix this am. So tired of working out all the time. Did 40 on the eliptical this morning at 6 and will do another 40 or so during lunch. I hope we have a happy hour after work today. I could use some booze. :cheleando: