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PMS! A WEEK OF HELL

It was bagels yesterday BTW. And I ate a whole one with cream cheese. Could not stop myself from eating yesterday. One of the many symptoms of my PMS...Did not feel like cooking tostadas last night, so instead ate 2 (yes 2) lean cusine pizzas and then chips and salsa. I am so bloated I can't get my ring on my finger this morning. I was too afraid to step anywhere near the scale. :no: I lost almost a whole set of birth control pills this month...fell out of my purse (at Kroger I think) somewhere. I may find it under my carseat like, next year. Consequently missed 3 days of pills before catching up so my hormones are screwed, not to mention bad bladder infection as result last week. Only upside was about 3 days of clear skin from antibiotics. Why I even bother with the pills I don't know. Not like I'm getting any action. :mmm: Also lost my dorky insulated lunchbox. I'm guessing that's really not much of a loss....but real curious as to where it might have gone. I remember throwing it in the car when the targa top was off. Maybe it flew out. Can't imagine why anyone would steal a purple Walgreens bought lunchbox with dirty tupperware. :mmhh: Stranger things have happened. I think I want to get a new "LOST" lunchbox. How dorky would that be?? Appointment with sports doc was moved ahead one week because he MUST perform EMERGENCY surgery...How is it an emergency if you know about it 2 days ahead of schedule? Meanwhile, hip is still a hurtin'. So are my shoulders and traps. Too much on Monday. Another round with the trainer today. Is it bad that I sit here all day counting down the hours to leave? For what? To workout? Sit on the couch and eat? To Sleep? Yes, to sleep :sleep:. I like my sleep, where I am not in my boring depressed life for a few hours. I swear, my only goal in life is to make it though the next day without any major (public) meltdown. Speaking of meltdowns, I watched "friday night lights" last night. Had me bawling by the end. The movie did the same to me.