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Grace and Understanding

What a great day, I just got out of the pool and had a great work out. As of today I have lost now 85 pounds and working on losing a few more. Swimming in pool has been helping me lose weight again. I had three months and no weight lost and I did not really cheat because I'm not on a diet I just changed the way I eat and how I looked at myself. I have been dating a lot lately and meeting some really nice men. I had a date or what you call a meet and greet on Tuesday night. He was very nice looking with beautiful blue eyes. We had a really nice time and I do believe that we will be friends for a very long time. On Thursday I had two dates one for dinner and one for drinks. They both might be keepers but if I was to pick from my point of view right now it would be the second date that night that I would like to see again. He is taking me to dinner on Sunday night and I'm looking forward to it. He is fun and very passionate and has a great smile. I enjoyed my time with him and he gives wonderful hugs. I'm taking it slow as far as dating to make sure I really know someone before I let them into my life. Both men on Thursday have great careers and do lots of traveling and are elegant and classy. They are both my age and both are very sweet men. It's going to be a toss up on who will win out. Any one wants to take bets on who will win my heart? I will be dating others also to see what is out there but now I know that there are so many quality men out there that work hard and that can be trusted. So my journey of dating has begun and so far I'm meeting really nice men and some not so great but I'm paying attention to my gut feeling as I should have in the past and did not. I feel so good, health wise and my emotions is very much centered and I'm on a good path of bring to my life the things that I wish. I'm so grateful for the way my life is turning out and the quality of people that are coming on to my path of life. I am truly blessed with so much love and joy and I have found my center. I am at peace with in me and at peace with where I am at in this moment in time. I really do believe that thoughts become things and we can manifest positive experiences into our lives. My life lessons the past few months have been about how I take responsibility for my thoughts, words and actions that I project to others. I have learned that one must take care in not hurting others or myself. I have dissected my life these past few months and have looked at my actions and I know I can sleep at night with peace knowing I have move on with my life with grace and understanding. Finding self love is worth the pain and hurt on this journey we call life. I have learned to never lie to myself that I'm happy or make believe that everything is ok because I do feel that my weight gain was brought on by not really being happy with the way my life was turning out. Looking back I realized I was not living the life that I wished and I was deeply affected. Happiness is not more money or having that perfect person in your life it's about knowing yourself and never lying to yourself or others. Its is knowing that you can close your eyes at night knowing that you have cause no harm another and that your actions and thoughts are from a positive place within your soul. It's like the veil has been lifted and I can once again see the light, because when you find yourself from that place of joy and love it's an amazing life in which we can manifest. I manifest now in my life, health, love, joy, peace, wealth and most of all the light. Most of all I am thankful for my life lessons for they are what have brought me this place at this moment in time, a place of love and kindess. Walk in peace, love, joy and the light…and I love Bakespace.com.