It started with a simple piece of bread and a jar of peanutbutter. When I was a kid I would spread the stuff around and then add some concord grape jelly to another piece of bread and put them together. By the time i was a preteen i had graduated to top ramen packets. I would put them into a pot of boiling water, add a seasoning packet, maybe even some cayenne pepper. I think that's when things started to spiral out of control. As a teenager i would make fried rice for all of my friends out of whatever was in the fridge and we thought it was "cool." By my late teens i was cooking dinner for the family and by then it was too late. When your an addict you try to do things to cover up but it's all in vain.