I have 2 wonderful daughters. I have a wonderful husband. I have a life that Im very pleased with. I have a family that drives me nuts but love me so very much. I have friends that I don't talk to as much but I know that if I need someone to talk to then they will be there for me. I know people might hate me but I don't really care anymore. I have people that think I cook "sooooooo goooooooddddddd" (that is what they say after they eat)and that makes me very happy. I know people think Im fat..but then again what fat is to them might not be to the next person. Im starting to love my body again. Im starting to feel great. I could run 8 miles and Im proud that I could do that. I have a dog that Eric hate's but I love him so much. I try to live my life like Jesus did It's very hard but He is teaching me so much. I want to know more of Him. I want to bring more people to the Lord. I want abortion to stop. I want human traffic to stop as well. I want a good President to win this election. I want my girls to be proud of me. I want them to look up to me and I want them to always know that I love them. I want the Lord to give me all the wisdom I need to raise my girls right. I want to be a better wife. I want always put my best foot forward when it come to my marriage. I want to grow old with Eric. I love that he loves my body. I love that he loves me for who I am. I love that even when we are not getting along he could always put a smile on my face. I just to continue to live my life to it's fullest. I don't ever regret I just keep on learning. I don't have a bad life I just need to keep on making the right choices. I am whatever I make myself to be. I am a mother, a wife, a sister,a daughter and friend! I am Cynthia Phanessa Newbern.